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Wednesday, April 11, 2012
my new addiction
Assalammualaikum semua... Selamat Pagi, Salam Sejahtera dan Salam Satu Malaysia. Hari ini adalah hari Rabu 11.04.2012 bersamaan 20 Jamadil Awal 1433. Suasana cerah dan dijangka dalaxm keadaan yang baik tetapi dicemari dengan air paip yang tak berapa nak cerah.
Berbalik kepada topik saya hari ini... saya adalah seorang pembaca tegar... itu adalah hobi pertama saya. Hobi kedua, mengumpul penanda buku. Hobi ketiga, membuat juranal tak kira la dengan blog atau dalam bentuk buku... tapi yang paling terbaru ialah mengumpul alat tulis. Saya amat meminati marker pen Sharpie kerana tahan lebih lama dan warnanya yang cantik... setakat ni ada 19 batang kesemuanya... apa saya nak buat dengan marker sharpie ni, nanti laa saya fikirkan projek nya... any ideas? dont hesitate to comment...daaa!!!
Berbalik kepada topik saya hari ini... saya adalah seorang pembaca tegar... itu adalah hobi pertama saya. Hobi kedua, mengumpul penanda buku. Hobi ketiga, membuat juranal tak kira la dengan blog atau dalam bentuk buku... tapi yang paling terbaru ialah mengumpul alat tulis. Saya amat meminati marker pen Sharpie kerana tahan lebih lama dan warnanya yang cantik... setakat ni ada 19 batang kesemuanya... apa saya nak buat dengan marker sharpie ni, nanti laa saya fikirkan projek nya... any ideas? dont hesitate to comment...daaa!!!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
just scribbling during cozy Sunday morning....
To be honest, nobody reads my blog... but the main objective of doing this, is as my journal and for me to pour out what is on my mind and my heart. I have been reading other bloggers' blogs and seemed really2 interesting as their creativity made their blog colourful to read and follow. Since I love reading books, why not to love reading blogs. For me reading blogs has the same impact as reading books. There is a Malay saying "Yang baik dijadikan teladan, yang buruk dijadikan sempadan" which means we only adopt anything that is good and leave the bad thing on the other side. Well, true enough.
hehehe...quite surprising myself as I'm typing this in English (since my previous entries were in BM). One thing is clear that my mood in writing and speaking in English is there. Something like in season. Once it is there...shhuuupppp!!!! fluent! But when the season is gone... I started to stutter..hahaha... i know, not good for my career as I am actually teaching English in school... but to build up creativity, I myself read English materials such as books and blogs. There, again the positive side of reading blogs.
Yesterday I had a good conversation with my housemate who also a single lady like me.. we have the same view on being single. People like to take advantage on us for not having own family and give excuses that we have more time to do this and that. To be honest, even though we don't have what other ladies with family have, but we do the same chores and spend our time like other married people. No husband and children doesn't mean we don't have family. We still have parents to take care and pay bills on time every month. What we are lacking are, security and emotional comfort. Those subjects are our (single ladies like us)main concern. That is why you look at us like we are firm on our decision, because we have to protect ourselves. We think before we act. Then you'll come to know why I love books so much, because books, reading and knowledge are my emotional comfort. Does it sound weird? NOT! hahaha... so the moral of the story, don't look down on us unmarried people as we have our own strength and we might be stronger than you think, emotionally.
I wish I can put more pictures in my coming entries. but for now I just want to put this as one of my wishlists (God knows when will I get this! huuuuuu) till then, FAREFARREN PEEPS!
IT'S A BOOKBAG!!!!
hehehe...quite surprising myself as I'm typing this in English (since my previous entries were in BM). One thing is clear that my mood in writing and speaking in English is there. Something like in season. Once it is there...shhuuupppp!!!! fluent! But when the season is gone... I started to stutter..hahaha... i know, not good for my career as I am actually teaching English in school... but to build up creativity, I myself read English materials such as books and blogs. There, again the positive side of reading blogs.
Yesterday I had a good conversation with my housemate who also a single lady like me.. we have the same view on being single. People like to take advantage on us for not having own family and give excuses that we have more time to do this and that. To be honest, even though we don't have what other ladies with family have, but we do the same chores and spend our time like other married people. No husband and children doesn't mean we don't have family. We still have parents to take care and pay bills on time every month. What we are lacking are, security and emotional comfort. Those subjects are our (single ladies like us)main concern. That is why you look at us like we are firm on our decision, because we have to protect ourselves. We think before we act. Then you'll come to know why I love books so much, because books, reading and knowledge are my emotional comfort. Does it sound weird? NOT! hahaha... so the moral of the story, don't look down on us unmarried people as we have our own strength and we might be stronger than you think, emotionally.
I wish I can put more pictures in my coming entries. but for now I just want to put this as one of my wishlists (God knows when will I get this! huuuuuu) till then, FAREFARREN PEEPS!
IT'S A BOOKBAG!!!!
Saturday, August 20, 2011
CER CITER....
Lama sungguh tak update blog. Bukan apa, gangguan banyak sangat sampaikan tak sempat nak berkarya...chewah! banyak sebenarnya cerita tapi kita slow2 lah ye...
Lagi seminggu aku akan terbang ke Kuching. Maklumlah, balik raya... persediaan diri dah 90%. Tapi takpe laa... slow2 la kan.. kebelakangan nih aku rasa macam tenang sangat. Kiranya aku dah dapat menerima keadaan diri seadanya. Apa2 pun aku tetap REDHA dengan ketentuan Ilahi. Kita merancang, Allah jua yang menentukan. Rasa2nya aku dah kalis dengan soal jodoh. Aku dah bersedia dengan jawapan yang bakal aku berikan kepada sesiapa yang sudi bertanyakan soalan "emas" itu. Nak tau jawapannya, try ler tanya.. haaa...cer citer!..cer citer!...
Alhamdulillah, berkat kesabaranku, ada jua hasilnya. Diharapkan agar hati ku sentiasa tetap dan fikiranku sentiasa posiitif menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang. Aku cuba kurangkan merungut, lebih berdisiplin dalam diri dan ibadat. Aku cuba memberi fokus kepada masa depan. berita terbaru, aku dikhabarkan untuk menghadiri taklimat Kursus Induksi yang aku nantikan selama ini. Insyallah, setelah melalui kursus dan lulus ujian induksi, aku harap proses pengesahan jawatan akan dapat dilakukan dengan segera. Bukan apa, senang nanti aku nak buat loan beli rumah. Insyaallah. Aku mohon belas kasihMu, Ya Allah! agar dipermudahkan urusan pengesahan jawatanku nanti... AMIN...
Apa2 pun yang bakal dilalui, aku jua berharap agar kursus tidak mengganggu urusan cuti2 bersama keluarga pada hujung tahun ini nanti. Dah lama aku menantikan saat untuk bertemu keluarga sebelah ibuku di JB. Semakin hari, semakin tebal rinduku pada mereka. Bila berbicara tentang rindu, aku mula merindui kebanyakkan perkara yang pernah aku lalui sepanjang hidupku terutamanya semasa zaman siswi. Rakan2 akrab di sepanjang pengajianku, waktu kuliah, bersengkang mata menghadapi peperiksaan dan membuat tesis. Aku rindukan masa di Taman Melati, di UPM, di KUK... semua aku rindu kerana dari situ aku mula kenal erti kehidupan. Benar2 diduga keimanan, walaupun begitu, bayangan keluarga tetap menjadi sempadan baik dan buruk dalam membuat keputusan. Alhamdulillah, dugaan menjadi mahasiswi di perantauan berjaya dilalui dengan penuh kemanisan.
Mungkin kalau aku bagitahu sesuatu, mesti korang takkan percaya. Aku seakan dapat recall balik perkara yang pernah belaku time umur aku di bawah 5 tahun. bagi sesetangah orang, kalau memori bawah 5 tahun tu susah nak ingat balik kan. Bagi aku, aku masih ingat banyak perkara. Tapi susah aku nak terangkan dalam bentuk penulisan. Walauapapun, aku tetap bersyukur kerana diberi ingatan yang masih baik. Mungkin itulah berkat ilmu. Wallahuallam.
Hobi aku masih diteruskan iaitu tak lain dan tak bukan.... MEMBACA! Sungguhpun begitu, aku mulai perlahan2 membaca buku novel melayu dan buku2 berbentuk ilmiah dan keagamaan. Mungkin jugak nak rehat dari membaca buku2 Bahasa Inggeris. Yang penting, bak kata Tok Imam dalam Geng Mengaji "BACA!...BACA!!!...BACA!... BACA!... BACA!.. agar tak diputuskan ilmu dengan kita.
Ok lah... perghh!!! panjang jugak entry kali nih... nanti kalau ade cer citer best ... akan ku update di lain masa.. farefarren peeps!
Lagi seminggu aku akan terbang ke Kuching. Maklumlah, balik raya... persediaan diri dah 90%. Tapi takpe laa... slow2 la kan.. kebelakangan nih aku rasa macam tenang sangat. Kiranya aku dah dapat menerima keadaan diri seadanya. Apa2 pun aku tetap REDHA dengan ketentuan Ilahi. Kita merancang, Allah jua yang menentukan. Rasa2nya aku dah kalis dengan soal jodoh. Aku dah bersedia dengan jawapan yang bakal aku berikan kepada sesiapa yang sudi bertanyakan soalan "emas" itu. Nak tau jawapannya, try ler tanya.. haaa...cer citer!..cer citer!...
Alhamdulillah, berkat kesabaranku, ada jua hasilnya. Diharapkan agar hati ku sentiasa tetap dan fikiranku sentiasa posiitif menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang. Aku cuba kurangkan merungut, lebih berdisiplin dalam diri dan ibadat. Aku cuba memberi fokus kepada masa depan. berita terbaru, aku dikhabarkan untuk menghadiri taklimat Kursus Induksi yang aku nantikan selama ini. Insyallah, setelah melalui kursus dan lulus ujian induksi, aku harap proses pengesahan jawatan akan dapat dilakukan dengan segera. Bukan apa, senang nanti aku nak buat loan beli rumah. Insyaallah. Aku mohon belas kasihMu, Ya Allah! agar dipermudahkan urusan pengesahan jawatanku nanti... AMIN...
Apa2 pun yang bakal dilalui, aku jua berharap agar kursus tidak mengganggu urusan cuti2 bersama keluarga pada hujung tahun ini nanti. Dah lama aku menantikan saat untuk bertemu keluarga sebelah ibuku di JB. Semakin hari, semakin tebal rinduku pada mereka. Bila berbicara tentang rindu, aku mula merindui kebanyakkan perkara yang pernah aku lalui sepanjang hidupku terutamanya semasa zaman siswi. Rakan2 akrab di sepanjang pengajianku, waktu kuliah, bersengkang mata menghadapi peperiksaan dan membuat tesis. Aku rindukan masa di Taman Melati, di UPM, di KUK... semua aku rindu kerana dari situ aku mula kenal erti kehidupan. Benar2 diduga keimanan, walaupun begitu, bayangan keluarga tetap menjadi sempadan baik dan buruk dalam membuat keputusan. Alhamdulillah, dugaan menjadi mahasiswi di perantauan berjaya dilalui dengan penuh kemanisan.
Mungkin kalau aku bagitahu sesuatu, mesti korang takkan percaya. Aku seakan dapat recall balik perkara yang pernah belaku time umur aku di bawah 5 tahun. bagi sesetangah orang, kalau memori bawah 5 tahun tu susah nak ingat balik kan. Bagi aku, aku masih ingat banyak perkara. Tapi susah aku nak terangkan dalam bentuk penulisan. Walauapapun, aku tetap bersyukur kerana diberi ingatan yang masih baik. Mungkin itulah berkat ilmu. Wallahuallam.
Hobi aku masih diteruskan iaitu tak lain dan tak bukan.... MEMBACA! Sungguhpun begitu, aku mulai perlahan2 membaca buku novel melayu dan buku2 berbentuk ilmiah dan keagamaan. Mungkin jugak nak rehat dari membaca buku2 Bahasa Inggeris. Yang penting, bak kata Tok Imam dalam Geng Mengaji "BACA!...BACA!!!...BACA!... BACA!... BACA!.. agar tak diputuskan ilmu dengan kita.
Ok lah... perghh!!! panjang jugak entry kali nih... nanti kalau ade cer citer best ... akan ku update di lain masa.. farefarren peeps!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
kisahku bukan kisahmu...
dah lama tak update blog...bukannya apa, dalam keadaan yang serba kekurangan ni rasa berat pulak tangan nih nak menaip....macam2 masalah yang timbul. first of all, masalah air yang tak settle2 lagi... dah masuk 4 bulan masalah nih berlarutan... nak tau camne keadaan air kat tempat kitorang nih sekarang... sejak keadaan yang kemarau sekarang nih, air bagaikan dicatu2... bayangkan kalau mandi lambat kul 7 tu confirm air dah takde. lepas tu, air ada balik dari pukul 6 ptg sampai kul 10 malam...itu pun nasib kalau kul 10 malam, kadang2 kul 9 air dah tadak. sebab tu laa kitorang malas nak masak sebab tau2 je la kan, lepas masak barang yang diguna bukannya satu atau dua... tunggu petang baru dapat basuh semua2nya.
kalau korang perasan aku tulis blog nih pun dah nak dekat2 cuti je kan? hahahaha.... entah laa... mood tu macam lain sikit. sebabnya happy nak balik kot. kebelakangan ni aku dok bz jadi guru pengiring murid pertandingan dan kem motivasi. sekarang nih ada rest sikit sebab kertas periksa dah siap... minggu depan budak2 exam. mudah2an anak2ku ni lulus dalam subjek yang aku ajar. English is a killer subject. setiap kali keputusan keluar, aku rasa seram sejuk la... ada tak kemenjadian yang aku buat selama ni. students aku ni laa yang menjadi penanda terhadap usaha ku selama ni.
aku sekarang tengah gigih berusaha nak beli rumah. tapi masalah lagi satu nih, aku masih belum disahkan jawatan kerana aku belum lagi pergi KISSM. masalah besar kalau tahun ni aku belum lagi pergi kursus. waaa..taknak stress pasal benda nih... kita cerita pasal benda lain pulak. makin aku bercita2 nak beli umah, makin banyak laa pulak barang aku nak beli. larest, aku nak beli hp LG Optimus One, tapi tu semua dalam perancangan... tak tau lagi camne. sebenarnya dah serik pakai brand nokia. nak cuba phone lain lak. last year aku beli phone nokia n97. memang hampeh...tak tahan langsung baterinya... baru nak buat call dah mampus. kalau ambik gambar ke video ke tak pulak drain baterinya. phhone tu aku buat letak line digi aku jek... malas nak buat call guna hp tu. utk benda lain tu boleh laa...
oklah, macam merapu lak aku type panjang2 nih... nanti la aku type balik..ilang mood aku kejap bila mikirkan phone n97 aku nih... farefarren people..
kalau korang perasan aku tulis blog nih pun dah nak dekat2 cuti je kan? hahahaha.... entah laa... mood tu macam lain sikit. sebabnya happy nak balik kot. kebelakangan ni aku dok bz jadi guru pengiring murid pertandingan dan kem motivasi. sekarang nih ada rest sikit sebab kertas periksa dah siap... minggu depan budak2 exam. mudah2an anak2ku ni lulus dalam subjek yang aku ajar. English is a killer subject. setiap kali keputusan keluar, aku rasa seram sejuk la... ada tak kemenjadian yang aku buat selama ni. students aku ni laa yang menjadi penanda terhadap usaha ku selama ni.
aku sekarang tengah gigih berusaha nak beli rumah. tapi masalah lagi satu nih, aku masih belum disahkan jawatan kerana aku belum lagi pergi KISSM. masalah besar kalau tahun ni aku belum lagi pergi kursus. waaa..taknak stress pasal benda nih... kita cerita pasal benda lain pulak. makin aku bercita2 nak beli umah, makin banyak laa pulak barang aku nak beli. larest, aku nak beli hp LG Optimus One, tapi tu semua dalam perancangan... tak tau lagi camne. sebenarnya dah serik pakai brand nokia. nak cuba phone lain lak. last year aku beli phone nokia n97. memang hampeh...tak tahan langsung baterinya... baru nak buat call dah mampus. kalau ambik gambar ke video ke tak pulak drain baterinya. phhone tu aku buat letak line digi aku jek... malas nak buat call guna hp tu. utk benda lain tu boleh laa...
oklah, macam merapu lak aku type panjang2 nih... nanti la aku type balik..ilang mood aku kejap bila mikirkan phone n97 aku nih... farefarren people..
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Sekolah oh Sekolah!
Sudah lama tidak meng'update' blog nih... gara2 sibuk dan kesihatan tidak mengizinkan menyebabkan idea tak sempat nak keluar. Sebenarnya masa ni pun idea tengah kering tapi tangan nih gatal jugak nak menaip. Well, nasib laa kertas ujian dah siap disemak sepenuhnya. Cuma nak buat SBOA je untuk murid Tahun 1-6. Perasaan ku hari ni? hmmmm.... happy sebab Alhamdulillah, hari ni gaji dah masuk...hehe...banyak benda nak kena settle... tapi yang paling penting, nak matikan setem di LHDN dan bukak fail cukai peribadi. Duit, aku malas nak pegang dulu. balik ke Kuching nanti aku settle semua.
Sekarang nih dah waktu rehat... aku bertugas laa pulak... seronok tengok budak2 nih makan tapi kesian pulak tengok makanan yang dibekalkan utk budak2 nih... dua potong kecil sosej dan nasi goreng hanya berencahkan garam dan mungkin sedikit msg... bayangkan...itu sahaja.... takde nutrisi langsung... itu laaa ragam manusia.. mesti takkan lari dengan mata duitannya.... apa salahnya jika nasi tu ditambah dengan telur dadar sepotong dan juga sedikit sayur yang berkuah... sekurang2nya mereka dihidangkan dengan nutrisi yang seimbang dan menyumbangkan kepada kesejahteraan kesihatan mereka...
Apa lagi ya! owh... minggu lepas adalah minggu yang paling sibuk sebabnya, sempena Maulidur Rasul tahun ni, aku dan beberapa rakan yang lain menyertai perarakan mewakili PPD Tatau. Bangun seawal 4pagi, aku dan 3 lagi rakan bertolak dari kuala seawal 5.30 pagi dengan keadaan hujan yang mencurah-curah. Malang sungguh aku pada shari itu kerana sebelah kasutku terjatuh ke dalam sungai semasa hendak meniti jeti ke bot.Nasib baik ada kasut spare dalam kereta. kami berempat basah kuyup dan melucukan, sampai sahaja kami di tapak kumpulan, semua memandang kami dengan pandangan kehairanan mengapa kami berempat sahaja yamg lebur. rupa2nya hujan tidak turun di bandar bintulu... kami berempat sahaja yang nampak agak ganjil di situ. tapi berkat kesabaran kami berbaloi apabila kumpulan kami mendapat tempat pertama dalam perarakan dan mendapat tempat ketiga dalam pertandingan poster.
Belum lagi hilang penat kami berarak, (sakit2 satu badan dan kaki kerana memakai kasut yang tidak sesuai dan melecet) hari Jumaat terpaksa bertugas di Stadium sebagai AJK Pertolongan Cemas. Nasib baik tiada kejadian yang serius berlaku... tough jugak budak2 team tatau nih. dah laa aku sorang je perempuan dalam kumpulan, nasib baik geng2 aku sporting semuanya. takde laa aku rasa terpinggir. 3 malam aku di bintulu sekurang2nya dapat laa berehat. Dapat la servis kereta sekali. balik di kuala pun boring jugak sebabnya TV 32" panasonic aku rosak... patutlaaa dijual dengan harga yang murah. semasa di rumah sepupu, sempat jugak tengok american idol dan lain2 cerita yang aku minat. AKU TEKAD! chewahhh!!! hari ahad, aku dengan sepupuku ke kedai elektrik dan aku berjaya membawa sebuah tv Toshiba 24". Amat ringan dan dengan selamba aku membawanya macam bawak beg baju je. Baru puas hati aku dapat menonton semua rancangan kegemaran ku. TV lama ku, walaupun ada 2 tahun warranty, sesiapa sahaja yang sanggup membantu ku membawa tv tu untuk diservis, aku jual tv tu dengan harga RM700 (harga asal RM1250)sahaja tak sampai setahun aku membelinya. siap aku belanja makan lagi... korang sanggup ke? setakat nih takde orang lagi yang sanggup hantar tv tu seberang sungai ke bintulu.... hmmmm.....
oklah...nanti aku sambung lagi...kalau ada lagi cerita yang menarik... sekarang nih aku tunggu cuti lagi... 2 minggu lagi tu...tak sabar2 lak rasanya....till then, ya! adiosss!!!
Sekarang nih dah waktu rehat... aku bertugas laa pulak... seronok tengok budak2 nih makan tapi kesian pulak tengok makanan yang dibekalkan utk budak2 nih... dua potong kecil sosej dan nasi goreng hanya berencahkan garam dan mungkin sedikit msg... bayangkan...itu sahaja.... takde nutrisi langsung... itu laaa ragam manusia.. mesti takkan lari dengan mata duitannya.... apa salahnya jika nasi tu ditambah dengan telur dadar sepotong dan juga sedikit sayur yang berkuah... sekurang2nya mereka dihidangkan dengan nutrisi yang seimbang dan menyumbangkan kepada kesejahteraan kesihatan mereka...
Apa lagi ya! owh... minggu lepas adalah minggu yang paling sibuk sebabnya, sempena Maulidur Rasul tahun ni, aku dan beberapa rakan yang lain menyertai perarakan mewakili PPD Tatau. Bangun seawal 4pagi, aku dan 3 lagi rakan bertolak dari kuala seawal 5.30 pagi dengan keadaan hujan yang mencurah-curah. Malang sungguh aku pada shari itu kerana sebelah kasutku terjatuh ke dalam sungai semasa hendak meniti jeti ke bot.Nasib baik ada kasut spare dalam kereta. kami berempat basah kuyup dan melucukan, sampai sahaja kami di tapak kumpulan, semua memandang kami dengan pandangan kehairanan mengapa kami berempat sahaja yamg lebur. rupa2nya hujan tidak turun di bandar bintulu... kami berempat sahaja yang nampak agak ganjil di situ. tapi berkat kesabaran kami berbaloi apabila kumpulan kami mendapat tempat pertama dalam perarakan dan mendapat tempat ketiga dalam pertandingan poster.
Belum lagi hilang penat kami berarak, (sakit2 satu badan dan kaki kerana memakai kasut yang tidak sesuai dan melecet) hari Jumaat terpaksa bertugas di Stadium sebagai AJK Pertolongan Cemas. Nasib baik tiada kejadian yang serius berlaku... tough jugak budak2 team tatau nih. dah laa aku sorang je perempuan dalam kumpulan, nasib baik geng2 aku sporting semuanya. takde laa aku rasa terpinggir. 3 malam aku di bintulu sekurang2nya dapat laa berehat. Dapat la servis kereta sekali. balik di kuala pun boring jugak sebabnya TV 32" panasonic aku rosak... patutlaaa dijual dengan harga yang murah. semasa di rumah sepupu, sempat jugak tengok american idol dan lain2 cerita yang aku minat. AKU TEKAD! chewahhh!!! hari ahad, aku dengan sepupuku ke kedai elektrik dan aku berjaya membawa sebuah tv Toshiba 24". Amat ringan dan dengan selamba aku membawanya macam bawak beg baju je. Baru puas hati aku dapat menonton semua rancangan kegemaran ku. TV lama ku, walaupun ada 2 tahun warranty, sesiapa sahaja yang sanggup membantu ku membawa tv tu untuk diservis, aku jual tv tu dengan harga RM700 (harga asal RM1250)sahaja tak sampai setahun aku membelinya. siap aku belanja makan lagi... korang sanggup ke? setakat nih takde orang lagi yang sanggup hantar tv tu seberang sungai ke bintulu.... hmmmm.....
oklah...nanti aku sambung lagi...kalau ada lagi cerita yang menarik... sekarang nih aku tunggu cuti lagi... 2 minggu lagi tu...tak sabar2 lak rasanya....till then, ya! adiosss!!!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Latest Updates!
hiyeeee.... lama tak update blog nih. bukan apa, sejak jadi pendidik nih memang takde masa sangat nak update blog. cerita banyak tapi tak tau mana nak mula... cuti sekolah dah semakin hampir, tapi takde feeling betul nak cuti.... mungkin org lain balik 19hb, tapi aku mungkin berangkat dr bintulu hari ahad... bukan apa.. nak kemas rumah.... basuh baju dan sarung kusyen, simpan barang...bukan sikit2 tu... kalau ditakdirkan pindah rumah... at least senang sikit nak mengangkut....
nak cuti nih, kena laa pulak tinggalkan mr gil tersayang kat btu nih... nasib ada family yang boleh mintak tolong tengok2kan....
bila citer pasal cuti sekolah, apa agaknya plan nak dibuat... tapi yang penting,hobi kesayangan ku tetap diteruskan... membaca... baru2 nih SKKT ada buat lunch party di sebuah hotel yang buruk layanannya... tapi i'm not going to talk about the hotel, but the present that i bought this year for the event. for the first time aku beli gift voucher from popular bookstore... bukan apa, as u know i'm a book lover i don't mind to share my interest to anybody... kalau ada org bagi aku gift voucher dari kedai buku, mana2 je laaa, memang aku melompat whoooossshhhhh!!!! pecah siling...hahhahaha.... well, banyak lagi aku nak citer nih tapi kena tunggu aku balik ke kuching dulu.... mungkin jugak akan marathon Gilmore Girls sampai season 7... setakat nih aku dah selesai season 2...kejap lagi nak tengok sesaon 3.... ok lah...that's all for now... till we meet again...fairfarren people...
nak cuti nih, kena laa pulak tinggalkan mr gil tersayang kat btu nih... nasib ada family yang boleh mintak tolong tengok2kan....
bila citer pasal cuti sekolah, apa agaknya plan nak dibuat... tapi yang penting,hobi kesayangan ku tetap diteruskan... membaca... baru2 nih SKKT ada buat lunch party di sebuah hotel yang buruk layanannya... tapi i'm not going to talk about the hotel, but the present that i bought this year for the event. for the first time aku beli gift voucher from popular bookstore... bukan apa, as u know i'm a book lover i don't mind to share my interest to anybody... kalau ada org bagi aku gift voucher dari kedai buku, mana2 je laaa, memang aku melompat whoooossshhhhh!!!! pecah siling...hahhahaha.... well, banyak lagi aku nak citer nih tapi kena tunggu aku balik ke kuching dulu.... mungkin jugak akan marathon Gilmore Girls sampai season 7... setakat nih aku dah selesai season 2...kejap lagi nak tengok sesaon 3.... ok lah...that's all for now... till we meet again...fairfarren people...
Saturday, July 31, 2010
If there's nothing missin' in my life, then why do these tears come at night...
teringat zaman britney Spears ala2 innocent dulu....really like her songs...very catchy and made me wanna dance... well, now pun camtu jugak cuma sekarang takleh nak menari lebih...takut rumah guru nih runtuh. ingat lagi lagu LUCKY? well, lagu tu takde laa kena mengena ngan hidup aku sebab aku tak hidup dalam dunia kegelamouran hollywood. cuma aku suka dengan lirik yang terletak pada title entry kali ni.... honestly, sejak kebelakangan nih... the tears always come at night... dan yang palng aku tak tahan, setiap kali aku mengaji lepas Maghrib...mesti hati ku sebak... tetiba je rasa nak menangis dan terus menangis.... honestly... emotionally unstable... which make it scares the hell out of me. SUNYI, RINDU, KECEWA, PENAT, CEPAT MENGALAH...... susah betul jadi aku nih.... lagi satu aku nih memang kuat berfikir.... tarikan empathy luar pun terlalu kuat. Baru nak happy, ada lagi benda lain yang mengganggu yang menyebabkan aku terpaksa lupakan kegembiraan demi menguruskan sesuatu yang perlu diselesaikan. mana aku nak happy. baru nak happy, kena settle masalah...baru nak seronok, kena korbankan kebahagiaan... memang aku tau aku terpaksa menerima keadaan nih.... cumanya sometimes it's too much... boleh jadi sakit kalau tak pandai nak memotivasikan diri... buat masa nih...aku cuba berfikir secara positif (memang dah dari dulu dah berfikir dengan positif)... tapi kadang2 kesedihan dah tak dapat ditanggung lagi... lalu mengalir lagi airmata.... dan setiap kali itu berlaku, aku sentasa kena ingatkan diri sendiri bahawasanya, AKU HARUS TABAH!
Friday, June 4, 2010
Wow!! 6 months already???
Hi!! It's been 6 months since I've been updated this blog. Now i am a full fledged teacher which is a profession that i really love and i guess i really..really love teaching. I am now teaching at a primary school in Tatau district. Really love the school although there are a lot of casualties living in a kampung area. to get there, i have to use a boat, and walk 5-10 minutes before reaching the teacher's quarters. i teach English to Year 2, 3, 5 and 6 classes. quite challenging and stressful as English language is not everyday spoken language in the community and to build their interest in English language is not that easy. i really need to motivate them (and myself) by buying them books or other materials as additional to what they have learnt everyday in school. During weekends, the children are willing to come to school just to learn EL and i feel delighted to have them here and feed their curiosities. these children need to be motivated and me as their teacher, have to be creative and innovative.
During this 6 months, tonnes of things happened. most of the journeys were not so great only a few events that i will cherish and remember for the rest of my life. this year, i finally had my convo at IPGMKTAR. my parents came but i did not have a chance to take pictures with them. but at least they came and i'm happy. most of my friends are getting married this year, and soon to have babies. really funny when people keep asking me why i dont get married.... dear people... marriage, death and birth are all in GOD's hand.... if jodoh belum sampai, how on earth am i supposed to get married. hahahahaha...... adoiii!!! ...owh..need to go know... see you in the next chapter... Daaaa!!!
During this 6 months, tonnes of things happened. most of the journeys were not so great only a few events that i will cherish and remember for the rest of my life. this year, i finally had my convo at IPGMKTAR. my parents came but i did not have a chance to take pictures with them. but at least they came and i'm happy. most of my friends are getting married this year, and soon to have babies. really funny when people keep asking me why i dont get married.... dear people... marriage, death and birth are all in GOD's hand.... if jodoh belum sampai, how on earth am i supposed to get married. hahahahaha...... adoiii!!! ...owh..need to go know... see you in the next chapter... Daaaa!!!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
My 1st Group of Students!!
I kinda miss my students during 3 months practicum at SK Plaman Baki/Menaul, Serian... I was blessed to be attached to the school and the teachers are all kind and professional in their work. They helped a lot during practicum and I gained lots of experience from them while been attached there. Thank You SK PLaman Baki/ Menaul... some of the faces of SKPBM, Expects the Best!!!
Hello again....
It has been a long time since I published my entry which was in September. Now, we are in the month of December, which reminds me that my age is increasing every 22nd of that month. I'll be 29 this year... (old, huh!)
I concluded this year had been the most memorable and eventful year, which:
1. I had been accepted to KPLI Jan Intake 2009 to become a trained teacher.
2. I finished my KPLI training and got credits for my results.
3. I got my chicken pox which really put me into a terrible state, I missed my chance to go through KISSM with my friends and SPP interview.
4. Posting (????)
well...these are some of the pictures on the events that took place this year...
I concluded this year had been the most memorable and eventful year, which:
1. I had been accepted to KPLI Jan Intake 2009 to become a trained teacher.
2. I finished my KPLI training and got credits for my results.
3. I got my chicken pox which really put me into a terrible state, I missed my chance to go through KISSM with my friends and SPP interview.
4. Posting (????)
well...these are some of the pictures on the events that took place this year...
Monday, September 21, 2009
Syawal Tiba Lagi!!!!
Alhamdulillah! Hari Raya tahun ini disambut dengan meriah sekali. tahun ni aku bercuti agak lama sedikit berbanding tahun2 lepas kerana cuti kali ini mengikut KPM atau takwim sekolah. seronok tak terhingga!!! tapi yang tak seronoknya, penat sesangat especially time "berjarah" atau berziarah. Penat tang perut laa... sebu kalau open house banyak dalam satu hari. Buat masa ni aku kat rumah nenek. memang tak pernah miss laa beraya kat sini. kalau korang nak tau.. sepanjang aku hidup nih tak pernah lagi aku beraya di Kuching, rumah sendiri. Sebabnya, umah nenek aku nih kat kawasan kampung. memang meriah laa... tapi meriah lagi laa time kitorang kecik2 dulu. tahun ni aku bergambar sakan. nak tengok gambar sila ler ke facebook.,.,.,. daaaa... nanti sambung lagi, ek!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Belangsungkawa......
Awal pagi ini aku dikejutkan dengan berita pemergian bapa saudara (abang kepada mama)di Johor Bahru. Telefon berdering seawal jam 6.15pagi mengkhabarkan berita pemergian arwah Pakcik Yob secara mengejut dan begitu cepat dan aku masih belum tahu puncanya. Sekali lagi aku ditinggal keseorangan di rumah. Baru tadi aku menghantar kedua ibubapaku ke lapangan terbang. Semoga segala urusan dijalankan dengan lancar dan semoga Allah SWT mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.Amin.. Al-Fatihah......
Monday, August 24, 2009
updates!!
I have not been updated my blog since two months ago. Well, I just went through a hectic two months of teaching practicum and still one month to go before it ends. Ramadhan month this year has been a very special month for me as we (the training teachers) will finish our practicum same week as the end of Ramadhan. So, double celebration for me!! Sucks to think that we need to have our examinations after Hari Raya. But whatever it is, I'll strive for the best passing all the subjects.
I am now on my 10 days schools break so my agenda is to check and give marks to my students' papers and submit the marks to the class teacher when the school starts again. For now, stuck here surfing internet to look for a new hobby to fill up my pass time. I am looking for the best home library (just to keep myself motivated to get my own home with a home library/office/praying room, ONE DAY!)as an inspiration. Hope that everything that I wished for may come true, Insyaallah! I'm praying hard for that.
Wish that i have something like this... i will fill it with lots and lots of books, board games, etc... can't wait to decorate my own "TERATAK ILMU"...
ok... need to find other things to... things to make me happy... till we meet again... daaaa.....
I am now on my 10 days schools break so my agenda is to check and give marks to my students' papers and submit the marks to the class teacher when the school starts again. For now, stuck here surfing internet to look for a new hobby to fill up my pass time. I am looking for the best home library (just to keep myself motivated to get my own home with a home library/office/praying room, ONE DAY!)as an inspiration. Hope that everything that I wished for may come true, Insyaallah! I'm praying hard for that.
Wish that i have something like this... i will fill it with lots and lots of books, board games, etc... can't wait to decorate my own "TERATAK ILMU"...
ok... need to find other things to... things to make me happy... till we meet again... daaaa.....
Friday, June 19, 2009
The Latest Updates!!
1. Just bought Eclipse and Breaking Dawn from the Twilight Saga series... so i compeleted the set.
2. Did my car servicing... means can go far..
3. Went to my practicum school which i have been attached to.. going to teach Year 4 for English and Year 3 for P. Moral...
Just Don't Know What To Write
Goodbye Yesterday...
Hello Today.
2. Did my car servicing... means can go far..
3. Went to my practicum school which i have been attached to.. going to teach Year 4 for English and Year 3 for P. Moral...
Just Don't Know What To Write
Goodbye Yesterday...
Hello Today.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Life of meaningless...
boring...such a boring holiday ....i just cant move to do my work... not because there are no work to be done...plenty! my head is working like hell..it's just my body and soul arent there. it fells like a ferrari without petrol. you know what i mean. it's empty! i had not been driving since a month ago. i should have servicing my car this week but i'm too lazy to call up perodua to set an appointment. it's not that i dont want to...but in terms of $$$$... i have to think twice. this month until sept this year, i have to be really careful with my expenses. car petrol, photocopy, books... all.... need $$$$. I NEED MOTIVATION!!.. seriously, i need somebody to talk to. maybe i just have to wait and see... again....
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
whatever!!!!!
i'd just read a blog by one of the so called "wonder boys" that really made me laugh until the tears came out. So funny and pathetic. read this...
"Unfortunately we lose. I felt very frustrated. For me, the groups that made to the final didn’t deserve the honour to perform during the English Language Night. Their performances were quite boring and cliché. For me “the hole in the bucket group” and “nobody’s child group” made me questioning the credibility of the judges."
I felt sorry for them not because they didnt go through the final, but 1st they must know the concept of what "Action Song" was and how'd you relate it with teaching scenario. It was not only about fun but to make it educational. "A hole in the bucket" taught EL in the song lyrics and "Nobody's child" delivered because of the moral value. Dont judge the credability of the judges, because they'd just follow the rules and regulations.
"Unfortunately we lose. I felt very frustrated. For me, the groups that made to the final didn’t deserve the honour to perform during the English Language Night. Their performances were quite boring and cliché. For me “the hole in the bucket group” and “nobody’s child group” made me questioning the credibility of the judges."
I felt sorry for them not because they didnt go through the final, but 1st they must know the concept of what "Action Song" was and how'd you relate it with teaching scenario. It was not only about fun but to make it educational. "A hole in the bucket" taught EL in the song lyrics and "Nobody's child" delivered because of the moral value. Dont judge the credability of the judges, because they'd just follow the rules and regulations.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
TOPSPOT DINNER IRBI 1109 (Gath 1)
kenyang tapi tetap maintain ayu....
apa gik pok... dah kenyang kita bergambarlaaaa......
apa ditangga kitak org ia???
daddy, atan dan mummy
samseng sarikei tgh order makan....
tok gambar hari lain...kamek org berlimak jak... tapi tetap maintain tempat yg sama....
tarik nafas panjang2..... tahannnn..............
apa gik pok... dah kenyang kita bergambarlaaaa......
apa ditangga kitak org ia???
daddy, atan dan mummy
samseng sarikei tgh order makan....
tok gambar hari lain...kamek org berlimak jak... tapi tetap maintain tempat yg sama....
tarik nafas panjang2..... tahannnn..............
My biggest challenge starting next month!!
Finally, i got the school's name for my practicum next month. not far from serian town but far from my house. it takes almost 1 hour from my home so i decided to rent a place near to the school. Owh!! i forgot to mention the school's name. the school is called SK Plaman Baki/Menaul. It is in a mix zone kampung and also near to #$@^ farm. The road is narrow, quite bumpy with potholes. 
The school is in the estate area and not much of lighting there. Only 6 classes in the school and each Year for each class and it is a biggest challenge for me as i am going to teach ESL and as we know not all can converse well in EL. I am going to teach English as my major and Pendidikan Moral as my minor.
I had my Pendidikan Moral micro-teaching last week. My lecturer commented that i am suitable to teach Secondary school as my firmness was not gentle enough for primary students. and again my pace of talking was too fast for small children. i hope i can change that. Phewww!!! i love challenges and this is what i have to face. I love it!!! More news when i got there with my teaching partner next week... till then!!!
The school is in the estate area and not much of lighting there. Only 6 classes in the school and each Year for each class and it is a biggest challenge for me as i am going to teach ESL and as we know not all can converse well in EL. I am going to teach English as my major and Pendidikan Moral as my minor.
I had my Pendidikan Moral micro-teaching last week. My lecturer commented that i am suitable to teach Secondary school as my firmness was not gentle enough for primary students. and again my pace of talking was too fast for small children. i hope i can change that. Phewww!!! i love challenges and this is what i have to face. I love it!!! More news when i got there with my teaching partner next week... till then!!!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
my next book collection
My next book collection has to be the twilight saga... i'm actually really obsessed with the paranormal stories and tales. That's why i'm a big fan of The Paranormal State and The Ghost Hunters / International (Taps), and also Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel. Tadaaaa....!!! my first book....
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