Jagalah Kesihatan Anda....

Tak tau laa kenapa dalam tahun nih, tahap kesihatan semakin menurun. Mungkin terlalu penat atau terlalu stress atau cuaca tidak menentu. It has been a downfall for me in health lately that really makes me tired. Now i feel that age is really catching up...FAST!... even my parents look healthier than me. Need a holiday? Not in my shoes. Kadang2 cemburu jugak tengok rakan sekerja lain bercuti panjang, kadang kala sampai seminggu lebih. And me?? paling lama pun stakat nih 3 hari. Nak ambik 5 hari (boss dah approve ari tu!)pun fikir dua tiga kali jugak sebab rasa2nya buat masa nih banyak benda nak kena buat. But honestly for me, selagi kalau dalam cuti masih ada di tanah Sarawak... bukan holiday namanya. Camane nak buat.. Hate the fact!!!!!
Thinking of going to Bali..... dont know when. Depends on money... Tak aci laa tengok org lain pergi oversea holiday berminggu2 sedangkan I just see them enjoying their holidays. Sampai bila nak sacrifice utk org lain sedangkan diri sendiri yang terkorban. But really, is there anyone really care on how i feel? I dont think so...

Birthday Again!!!

Your Birthdate: December 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!!.....

Your Birth Month is December

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth Your gemstone: Blue Topaz Your flower: Narcissus Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

My Fairy Name....

Your fairy is called Berry Rainbowweb

She is a fortune bringer.

She lives in fruit orchards and vineyards.

She is only seen in the mist of an early morning.

She wears red, cerise and purple berry colours. She has multicoloured wings like a butterfly.

Get your free fairy name here!

Me and My Love - Reading...hahahah

Finally, i've bought the last edition of Harry Potter Series last Saturday and i also bought Garden Spells by Sarah Addison Allen. Very interesting book. Hard to put it down..Magical and funny!!!my kind of book though.

off topic:
i've found my long lost pen pal, Sue. we actually met in chatting room and we wrote to each other letters while we were studying. I was in Kota Bahru and UPM Serdang at that time. Another friend, Akim... still waiting for his respond to my msg in his fs.

Miss You Guys...

Lama tak update blog, rasa2 nya dah nak dekat sebulan. Maklumlah lepas raya bz sesangat. tak sempat je nak singgah. Lagipun, baru sembuh dari sakit tapi still kena jaga2 supaya sakit tak berulang lagi. Stay healthy!!! Doktor suruh buat YOGA... for goodness sake... i will not do IT! hehehe sebabnye YOGA boring laaa..... I like something fast like dance routine. YOGA will make me go ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...heheheh...

Last week i went through my old letters given by my dear...dear friends when i was still studying. ada yang memang satu kolej/universiti... ada yang kawan chatting.... there are few friends yang masih lagi still contact through YM and Friendster... tapi yang lain2... cuma dengar khabar berita dari jauh je. sebak ade... senyum sorang2 bila baca surat-surat tu. I really miss them now...really deep in my heart. I really miss my friends from Kolej Utama Kelantan and my online friends as I am still in contact with my Universiti Putra Malaysia friends.

UPDATES:
I'd just finished my old letters organized, except for nak beli file, susun gambar dan buat notes. Believe that my mom suruh buang!!! no way!!! Never!! hargailah setiakawan sungguhpun sekarang dah lost contact. Insyallah jika diizinkan Tuhan, akan dipertemukan jua dengan rakan2 seperjuangan dahulu.

Nostalgia di Aidilfitri

Terkenang semasa kecil, kemeriahan aidilfitri lebih bermakna. Tibanya malam raya, ahli-ahli surau dan masjid kampung berkumpul dan berarak menggunakan kenderaan bertakbir raya di sekeliling kampung. Masa tu, kami (dengan sepupu-sepupu)yang masih kecil menunggu di jendela disaat takbir raya dialunkan dan berlari dari bahagian depan rumah hingga ke dapur melihat perarakan takbir. Lebih meriah lagi semua ahli keluarga adik beradik ayah balik beraya di rumah Nek Mak. Penuh bilik! Kaum adam (kecuali yang masih bayi) tidur di luar bilik. Kami tidur lewat membantu memasak, membuat kuih dan menghias untuk sambutan aidilfitri keesokkan harinya. Terasa hubungan ikatan persaudaraan masa tu amat rapat sekali. Yang paling rindu, main bunga api dan mercun.
Namun kini, semua tinggal kenangan. Sudah lima tahun perarakan Takbir di malam raya tidak berkumandang. Kami sepupu yang ramai ada yang sudah berkahwin dan mempunyai keluarga sendiri, jarang balik bersama untuk memeriahkan lagi suasana aidilfitri. Kita terpaksa terima hakikat bahawa kita berubah setelah dewasa. Bukan apa, kesian dengan sepupu yang msih kecil tidak sempat melihat kemeriahan seperti itu lagi. Hanya mendengar cerita dari kami yang lebih dewasa.
Bila dikenang, kesayuan bersarang dihati. Kerinduan menyambut Aidilfitri tidak lagi semeriah dahulu. Janjiku pada diri sendiri. Selagi kampungku masih kukuh di Kampung Hilir, Sibu.. selagi itu aku akan menyambutnya di situ.