Life of meaningless...

boring...such a boring holiday ....i just cant move to do my work... not because there are no work to be done...plenty! my head is working like hell..it's just my body and soul arent there. it fells like a ferrari without petrol. you know what i mean. it's empty! i had not been driving since a month ago. i should have servicing my car this week but i'm too lazy to call up perodua to set an appointment. it's not that i dont want to...but in terms of $$$$... i have to think twice. this month until sept this year, i have to be really careful with my expenses. car petrol, photocopy, books... all.... need $$$$. I NEED MOTIVATION!!.. seriously, i need somebody to talk to. maybe i just have to wait and see... again....