My 1st Group of Students!!

I kinda miss my students during 3 months practicum at SK Plaman Baki/Menaul, Serian... I was blessed to be attached to the school and the teachers are all kind and professional in their work. They helped a lot during practicum and I gained lots of experience from them while been attached there. Thank You SK PLaman Baki/ Menaul... some of the faces of SKPBM, Expects the Best!!!

Hello again....

It has been a long time since I published my entry which was in September. Now, we are in the month of December, which reminds me that my age is increasing every 22nd of that month. I'll be 29 this year... (old, huh!)
I concluded this year had been the most memorable and eventful year, which:
1. I had been accepted to KPLI Jan Intake 2009 to become a trained teacher.
2. I finished my KPLI training and got credits for my results.
3. I got my chicken pox which really put me into a terrible state, I missed my chance to go through KISSM with my friends and SPP interview.
4. Posting (????)
well...these are some of the pictures on the events that took place this year...

Syawal Tiba Lagi!!!!

Alhamdulillah! Hari Raya tahun ini disambut dengan meriah sekali. tahun ni aku bercuti agak lama sedikit berbanding tahun2 lepas kerana cuti kali ini mengikut KPM atau takwim sekolah. seronok tak terhingga!!! tapi yang tak seronoknya, penat sesangat especially time "berjarah" atau berziarah. Penat tang perut laa... sebu kalau open house banyak dalam satu hari. Buat masa ni aku kat rumah nenek. memang tak pernah miss laa beraya kat sini. kalau korang nak tau.. sepanjang aku hidup nih tak pernah lagi aku beraya di Kuching, rumah sendiri. Sebabnya, umah nenek aku nih kat kawasan kampung. memang meriah laa... tapi meriah lagi laa time kitorang kecik2 dulu. tahun ni aku bergambar sakan. nak tengok gambar sila ler ke facebook.,.,.,. daaaa... nanti sambung lagi, ek!

Belangsungkawa......

Awal pagi ini aku dikejutkan dengan berita pemergian bapa saudara (abang kepada mama)di Johor Bahru. Telefon berdering seawal jam 6.15pagi mengkhabarkan berita pemergian arwah Pakcik Yob secara mengejut dan begitu cepat dan aku masih belum tahu puncanya. Sekali lagi aku ditinggal keseorangan di rumah. Baru tadi aku menghantar kedua ibubapaku ke lapangan terbang. Semoga segala urusan dijalankan dengan lancar dan semoga Allah SWT mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.Amin.. Al-Fatihah......

updates!!

I have not been updated my blog since two months ago. Well, I just went through a hectic two months of teaching practicum and still one month to go before it ends. Ramadhan month this year has been a very special month for me as we (the training teachers) will finish our practicum same week as the end of Ramadhan. So, double celebration for me!! Sucks to think that we need to have our examinations after Hari Raya. But whatever it is, I'll strive for the best passing all the subjects.

I am now on my 10 days schools break so my agenda is to check and give marks to my students' papers and submit the marks to the class teacher when the school starts again. For now, stuck here surfing internet to look for a new hobby to fill up my pass time. I am looking for the best home library (just to keep myself motivated to get my own home with a home library/office/praying room, ONE DAY!)as an inspiration. Hope that everything that I wished for may come true, Insyaallah! I'm praying hard for that.


Wish that i have something like this... i will fill it with lots and lots of books, board games, etc... can't wait to decorate my own "TERATAK ILMU"...

ok... need to find other things to... things to make me happy... till we meet again... daaaa.....

The Latest Updates!!

1. Just bought Eclipse and Breaking Dawn from the Twilight Saga series... so i compeleted the set.
2. Did my car servicing... means can go far..
3. Went to my practicum school which i have been attached to.. going to teach Year 4 for English and Year 3 for P. Moral...



Just Don't Know What To Write



Goodbye Yesterday...
Hello Today.

Life of meaningless...

boring...such a boring holiday ....i just cant move to do my work... not because there are no work to be done...plenty! my head is working like hell..it's just my body and soul arent there. it fells like a ferrari without petrol. you know what i mean. it's empty! i had not been driving since a month ago. i should have servicing my car this week but i'm too lazy to call up perodua to set an appointment. it's not that i dont want to...but in terms of $$$$... i have to think twice. this month until sept this year, i have to be really careful with my expenses. car petrol, photocopy, books... all.... need $$$$. I NEED MOTIVATION!!.. seriously, i need somebody to talk to. maybe i just have to wait and see... again....

whatever!!!!!

i'd just read a blog by one of the so called "wonder boys" that really made me laugh until the tears came out. So funny and pathetic. read this...

"Unfortunately we lose. I felt very frustrated. For me, the groups that made to the final didn’t deserve the honour to perform during the English Language Night. Their performances were quite boring and cliché. For me “the hole in the bucket group” and “nobody’s child group” made me questioning the credibility of the judges."

I felt sorry for them not because they didnt go through the final, but 1st they must know the concept of what "Action Song" was and how'd you relate it with teaching scenario. It was not only about fun but to make it educational. "A hole in the bucket" taught EL in the song lyrics and "Nobody's child" delivered because of the moral value. Dont judge the credability of the judges, because they'd just follow the rules and regulations.

TOPSPOT DINNER IRBI 1109 (Gath 1)

kenyang tapi tetap maintain ayu....

apa gik pok... dah kenyang kita bergambarlaaaa......

apa ditangga kitak org ia???

daddy, atan dan mummy

samseng sarikei tgh order makan....

tok gambar hari lain...kamek org berlimak jak... tapi tetap maintain tempat yg sama....

tarik nafas panjang2..... tahannnn..............

My biggest challenge starting next month!!

Finally, i got the school's name for my practicum next month. not far from serian town but far from my house. it takes almost 1 hour from my home so i decided to rent a place near to the school. Owh!! i forgot to mention the school's name. the school is called SK Plaman Baki/Menaul. It is in a mix zone kampung and also near to #$@^ farm. The road is narrow, quite bumpy with potholes.

The school is in the estate area and not much of lighting there. Only 6 classes in the school and each Year for each class and it is a biggest challenge for me as i am going to teach ESL and as we know not all can converse well in EL. I am going to teach English as my major and Pendidikan Moral as my minor.

I had my Pendidikan Moral micro-teaching last week. My lecturer commented that i am suitable to teach Secondary school as my firmness was not gentle enough for primary students. and again my pace of talking was too fast for small children. i hope i can change that. Phewww!!! i love challenges and this is what i have to face. I love it!!! More news when i got there with my teaching partner next week... till then!!!

my next book collection

My next book collection has to be the twilight saga... i'm actually really obsessed with the paranormal stories and tales. That's why i'm a big fan of The Paranormal State and The Ghost Hunters / International (Taps), and also Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel. Tadaaaa....!!! my first book....

My favorite karaoke/instrumental...

whoever knows this song... enjoy!!!

Kehidupan ku yang teramat sibuk...

lama tak update blog... bukan apa.. sebab dah terlalu sibuk... kena concentrate kat study dulu so kena sabar banyak-banyak. Nak menulis nih bukan senang, kena ada idea yang bernas baru dapat jalan cerita yang menarik. Sepanjang saya di IPTAR nih, macam-macam yang saya jumpa. Gelagat manusia, pelajaran yang baru... pendek kata, banyak benda baru yang kita perhati dan pelajari sebagai pengalaman hidup.

Penat memang laa penat... time nih laaa baru terfikir alangkah berharganya tidur itu... hehehe time selalu tak cukup tidur atau rehat boleh laa cakap camtu. kalau terlebih tido tu... tak elok pulak untuk kesihatan. Assignment memang tak putus-putus. tapi takpe janji dapat title cemerlang habis tahun nih. yang penting ilmu, beb!

sejak 2 minggu nih saya rasa frust sangat sebab keadaan toilet kat hostel teruk. dahlaaa takleh nak pakai sebab tersumbat dgn teruk, air pulak asyik kena catu... tak aci betul laa... bayangkan dah takde air start kul 7 pg sampai kul 2 ptg... dari 5 ptg sampai kul 11 malam... balik kelas kena berebut mandi dan basuh kain. lambat sikit kena mandi berkemban ala-ala mandi kat sungai gitu kat bilik membasuh pakaian...memang teruk laaa... lupa lak nak ambik gambar letak dalam blog. nantikan entry yang seterusnya nanti, k!

oklah... ngantuk dah nih. esok ada plan ngan member2 nak gi barang untuk camping bulan depan... so till next time... nite2!!!

Kehidupan Satu Perjuangan

Kehidupan ini,
ada pasang dan surutnya,
ada manis dan pahitnya,
ada naik dan turunnya,
kehidupan penuh ranjau,
akan kutempuhi dengan redha...

Namun ada tikanya,
aku tekad mengharungi semua,
dengan semangat waja,
mencapai matlamat tinggi menggapai,
walau dugaannya menyiksakan,
akanku rentangi semua dengan tabah,

Sesungguhnya,
disaat aku terjatuh,
aku tetap bangun dan meneruskan perjuangan ini,
surutnya laut menanti pasang,
ku telan pahit kerana itu penawar,
ku menganjak paradigma kehidupan,
kerana ianya satu hakikat,
KEHIDUPAN SATU PERJUANGAN

Finally!!!

finally i can put up video from youtube here!!! well... ehem... testing...testing...

Schools break again!!

hi... while i'm typing this blog, i keep on praying on the allowance to be banked in. I am desperately need to buy books, teaching materials and so on. why keeping our money as u know we need them for teaching. to prepare us to teach. yes, we will staying at home but that doesnt mean that we dont need money. driving to school also needs money to buy patrol. my car doesnt drink water laa...
i just need 2 days rest as i feel unwell and feverish. really need the rest before SBE. owh!! the medicines start to work. need to to go to bed. adios then... nite2.

English Language Appreciation Month (ELAM) Nite!!

Drum rollings......
IRBI 1109 is the OVERALL CHAMPION of ELAM 2009!!! Thank you to all colleagues of BK14 and CONGRATULATIONS everybody on your achievements!!! We got top 3 for all events except for 2 contests, but that doesn't matter.Our strong teamwork has shown that we deserve the title. We enjoyed our group's Action Song "There's A Hole In the Bucket" but sadly we got 2nd place behind robbers. I was upset bcause the robbers didnt have the original basis. 98% from the original jabbawockeez from ABDC and i strongly feels that they shouldn't get the first place. Maybe for some people they dont believe what i said but i strongly recommend they should watch from the youtube. First place should go for the orignal presentation. HOW SAD!!! Well show is just a show. The important thing is TEAMWORK!!!

thinking....and thinking... and assignments

Why are there so many assignments in this whole world... but i like it... u may laugh but the fact is... i think that it is more to mind exercise. makes me think and think and think... whatever happens to me... came with rational reasons... i came back to study to be a teacher... with a reason... to teach children in schools... why teaching? for sure with a reason... only Allah knows. i used to cry everynight, thinking about work, life and everything... but now i know that every tears came out with relieve.... i became stronger, mature and wiser...
I try to stay clear from all the worries that clouded over my head. I try to think positive. I try to love other people, open up to some matters and solve problems. hope that everything is going on fine soon...
Owh!! i really have to go... i'll get back soon....with the eventful report of ELAM NITE!!!

hello..... i'm back... not too long tapi sempatlah nak coret sepatah dua kata time2 cuti nih. sempat on internet kat umah je sebab wireless kat IP macam chipsmore laku. kejap ade kejap takde, tapi selalunye takde langsung. ELAM night 2009 sedang berlangsung di IPTAR and of course IRBI 1109 is the organizing member for this event. ade kengkawan yang masuk pelbagai pertandingan and myself masuk pertandingan idioms and proverbs with my darling friend, dalita. hehehe... i didnt manage to watch my colleagues's performance but luckily that they are in top 10 and will fight in semi final. i'll be back with the full result in my next update. see you then!!!

New Year, New Resolution, New Beginning..

Kurang 24 jam lagi aku akan mendaftarkan diri sebagai murid/pelajar institut perguruan di Kota Samarahan. Agak risau kerana aku masih tidak dapat membayangkan keadaan sewaktu minggu pengurusan nanti. Aku berdoa agar segala urusan berjalan dengan lancar esok. My last preparation was buying a pair of black court shoes and slippers. Paling merisaukan apabila result medical check up belum lagi keluar, bermakna aku belum lagi boleh mengisi Surat Pengakuan Tidak Teribat Dengan Penyalahgunaan Dadah. Harap2 mereka dapat memberikan masa yang secukupnya untuk menguruskan segalanya. Makan dan minumku di sana?...hmmmmm rasa-rasanya minggu pengurusan nanti akan disediakan seadanya. Aku amat2 juga berharap agar kesihatan aku juga akan sentiasa baik. Kepada sahabat2ku yang membaca blog ku ini, aku mungkin akan kurang berada di ruangan friendster, facebook dan juga blog kesayangan ku ini. tapi jangan risau... i'll be back when i'm on holiday.
see ya again soon!!!

Preparation for IPTAR - KPLI 2009

Eight (8) more days to go before the registering day at IPTAR. Barang2 60% dah dibeli. Masalah aku nih pasal dokumen laaa pulak. 3 kali aku call IPTAR untuk bertanyakan tentang persediaan untuk pendaftaran. Terkilan rasanya apabila para petugas di sana tidak "mesra" dengan pemanggil seperti aku. Sepatutnya jika org bertanyakan tentang pendaftaran, mereka dengan sendirinya akan memberi keterangan kepada pemanggil. Ini tidak, tanya sepuluh patah, dijawabnya sepatah. yang paling aku musykilkan ialah tentang medical checkup report dan borang2 berkenaan. Adakah aku perlu dibawa yang telah siap diisi atau ambil yang original dari IPTAR semasa pendaftaran... sebabnya masa aku call, diorang kata bawak semua dokumen yang (penting-salinan sijil yang disahkan) sahaja. yang lain2 kena ambik yang asal di IPTAR. kalau camtu, bila masa nak isinye??? Puas aku bukak forum umum untuk dapatkan tips tapi tak semua berkesan sebab yang berforum akan pergi ke IPG lain dari IPG aku. kalau ade sesiapa yang terbaca blog nih yang mempunyai maklumat tentang pendaftaran KPLI di IPTAR, tolong bagitau ye!!! TQ!!!