RESIGNATION LETTER

Finally I've tendered my resignation effective 27th December 2008. Didn't get any negative comment from my bosses though... but my lady boss expected i was going to resign as i looked i was hiding something (my letter) from her. It was actually i want to give the letter by myself to Mr. Boss. I wanted to meet him myself. A Malay saying" Masuk Cara Baik, Keluar pun Cara Baik" which means " if you came to work proper, then, when you call it quit, exit with grace".... not precisely translated but almost come to that meaning. They both wishes the best of luck to me and same goes to them from me. Even though I'm officially resigned, but there are still some matters to do. They even made a joke by saying that they are hoping me to find "somebody" there. I guess they know how dedicated i was working for them until i didnt have time to look for my "partner". Hehehehe... well, no comment.
....to be continued to the next chapter......

Hadiah Hari Lahir Ke - 28... Alhamdulillah!!

Assalammualaikum....

Tanggal 22hb Disember 2008, aku telah mangajak ke usia 28 tahun. well, macamana dgn sambutan hari jadi? Seperti biasa.. rutin harian... masuk kerja...buat kerja... balik kerja...kemudian lepas Maghrib ke Manhattan Fish Market di Boulevard for dinner. Nothing interesting...no changes... kadang2 itu yang membuat aku sedih sebab hidup aku terlalu monotonous.
Rupa-rupanya kesedihan aku melarat keesokkan harinya apabila salah seorang rakan sekerja membuat perancangan untuk HR Department tahun 2009. Masa tu aku begitu emo sekali. rasa nak marah ade, nak nangis pun ade (lepas tu aku nangis sorang puas2 kat dalam bilik)... nak kate bulan mengambang... lepas dah... sehari2 aku sedih... kalau korang pelik... aku lagi pelik...

My sorrow and sadness seemed to disappear when i got the result on my KPLI 2009 interview that was held in August. Alhamdulillah, I was offered to further my studies in Diploma of Education. I got English Studies as my Major. Meaning that, a step closer to become an educator..a teacher. No wonder with all my unstable feelings I had yesterday. All are blessings in disguise... I know my parents, sister and brother are all happy... i called up my dear friend Kak Ina whom i knew from my SLG course in 2006. And also to my dear friend / ex-colleague ivy...both had been my counselors and motivators while i was going through all this KPLI application process. Terima Kasih tak terhingga, Kak Ina and ivy. Jasa kalian akan saya kenang sampai bila2...
Masalah lagi satu pulak, aku nak antar surat perletakkan jawatan. Camane laa agak nya reaksi dua org boss aku tu. Takut pulak nak memikirkan. Takpe laa... yang tu sambung kat hari lain pulak... to be continued...

I'm Back!!!!

Kembali dengan cerita baru... sakit belakang beransur hilang... cuma kalau duduk terlalu lama, bangun kejap lagi nak jalan akan bongkok balik. Tak berapa enjoy sangat cuti sebab dah sakit kan.... so malas nak komen. Topik yang akan diceritakan, RAGAM MANUSIA DI TEMPAT KERJA... tak payah jauh.... yang depan mata pun dah macam-macam...
Benci betul org yang hipokrit, bermuka2 dan berat sebelah. Nak citer bab kutuk org... Wah!!! Macam dia yang paling bagus... semua benda betul... cakap pun tak serupa bikin... Especially kalau hari2 dah kena mengadap sebab kerja. Depan cakap lain, belakang cakap lain... Lagi satu org yang suka cakap besar... boleh dia kate kat semua org,"Bukan nak cakap besarlah tapi......" mak aiii....habis je ayat tu, mengembang membesar bagai johan cakap dia tu.... adus.... kadang2 sampai penat dengar... sampai naik kebas telinga... nak lari dari conversation kang cakap kurang ajar kat org tua pulak... heheheh... itu citer pasal org tua.... citer pasal budak kurang matang satu pulak.... nak tulis ayat satu baris pun nak tanya kat aku. Adus... ada otak pikir laa... lain laa kalau dah susah sangat ayat tu lain laa citer... nih ayat budak tadika boleh buat pun dia tanya kat aku... apa nak jadi??? Bab nak cinta pun tanya kat aku... kalau aku nih dah kawen beranak pinak boleh laaa tanya... nih single mingle tanya kat aku pasai apa? Tak kisah laaa aku nak bagi tips sikit, tapi takkan nak tulis msg pun nak tanya kat aku...ujung2 kang sampai bab malam pertama pun nak tanya kat aku ke? Parah laaa aku kali nih... macam macam ragam la....

Ouch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adeh!!!! Sakit belakang aku datang balik. Pantang balik dari travelling mesti sakit camni. Time sakit dah takleh nak buat ape...duduk takleh lame, jalan macam org bongkok 3...sakit la weh... ayah aku pun dah naik bingung. Silap ari bulan nak kena bedah tapi tak diadvice oleh doktor sebab tulang dah berhenti memanjang. Nak tak nak kena jugak tanggung sakit nih... Derita, beb! Kena baring kat katil je sepatutnya, tapi gatal tangan jugak nak menaip kat komputer. Dah tak dapat nak celebrate anniversary my parents yang ke 32!!!! Happy 32nd Wedding Anniversary!!! Love U Both... MAMA & AYAH!!!! Sorry laaa anak sorang nih problem sket. Ok lah.. takleh lame.... sakit sesangat!!! Nanti dah sembuh aku sambung balik kat blog nih...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Hi again... PENGORBANAN AIDIL ADHA
I'm back to Kuching today from Sibu since Saturday. The trip was fun cos we were convoying with Yak Man's family. I tried to have fun and enjoying my holiday but failed. On Saturday i received shocking news from my boss and i oredi on work while on holiday. Unbelievable!!!! I should have taken my leave and go out from Malaysia or at least Sarawak. My bosses seemed to forget that i'm on leave and not even in Kuching. What i can help was coordinate from Sibu. Hilarious but SAD and UPSET!!! and I hate the fact that today when i was just arrived home for a few minutes, my boss called me to remind other staff to bring newspaper to their (bosses's) home. Another sick joke!!!! I was doing my work 24/7 including on my leave!!!! I think that is the PENGORBANAN that I'm doing for this company. If my bosses didn't see this, i don't know... i have no comment! Hope that i would go for another job that would appreciate me more. I have to be patience. Hope i got the job and career that i longed for the whole of my life.
and I'm OUT!

Jagalah Kesihatan Anda....

Tak tau laa kenapa dalam tahun nih, tahap kesihatan semakin menurun. Mungkin terlalu penat atau terlalu stress atau cuaca tidak menentu. It has been a downfall for me in health lately that really makes me tired. Now i feel that age is really catching up...FAST!... even my parents look healthier than me. Need a holiday? Not in my shoes. Kadang2 cemburu jugak tengok rakan sekerja lain bercuti panjang, kadang kala sampai seminggu lebih. And me?? paling lama pun stakat nih 3 hari. Nak ambik 5 hari (boss dah approve ari tu!)pun fikir dua tiga kali jugak sebab rasa2nya buat masa nih banyak benda nak kena buat. But honestly for me, selagi kalau dalam cuti masih ada di tanah Sarawak... bukan holiday namanya. Camane nak buat.. Hate the fact!!!!!
Thinking of going to Bali..... dont know when. Depends on money... Tak aci laa tengok org lain pergi oversea holiday berminggu2 sedangkan I just see them enjoying their holidays. Sampai bila nak sacrifice utk org lain sedangkan diri sendiri yang terkorban. But really, is there anyone really care on how i feel? I dont think so...

Birthday Again!!!

Your Birthdate: December 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!!.....

Your Birth Month is December

You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth Your gemstone: Blue Topaz Your flower: Narcissus Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

My Fairy Name....

Your fairy is called Berry Rainbowweb

She is a fortune bringer.

She lives in fruit orchards and vineyards.

She is only seen in the mist of an early morning.

She wears red, cerise and purple berry colours. She has multicoloured wings like a butterfly.

Get your free fairy name here!

Me and My Love - Reading...hahahah

Finally, i've bought the last edition of Harry Potter Series last Saturday and i also bought Garden Spells by Sarah Addison Allen. Very interesting book. Hard to put it down..Magical and funny!!!my kind of book though.

off topic:
i've found my long lost pen pal, Sue. we actually met in chatting room and we wrote to each other letters while we were studying. I was in Kota Bahru and UPM Serdang at that time. Another friend, Akim... still waiting for his respond to my msg in his fs.

Miss You Guys...

Lama tak update blog, rasa2 nya dah nak dekat sebulan. Maklumlah lepas raya bz sesangat. tak sempat je nak singgah. Lagipun, baru sembuh dari sakit tapi still kena jaga2 supaya sakit tak berulang lagi. Stay healthy!!! Doktor suruh buat YOGA... for goodness sake... i will not do IT! hehehe sebabnye YOGA boring laaa..... I like something fast like dance routine. YOGA will make me go ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...heheheh...

Last week i went through my old letters given by my dear...dear friends when i was still studying. ada yang memang satu kolej/universiti... ada yang kawan chatting.... there are few friends yang masih lagi still contact through YM and Friendster... tapi yang lain2... cuma dengar khabar berita dari jauh je. sebak ade... senyum sorang2 bila baca surat-surat tu. I really miss them now...really deep in my heart. I really miss my friends from Kolej Utama Kelantan and my online friends as I am still in contact with my Universiti Putra Malaysia friends.

UPDATES:
I'd just finished my old letters organized, except for nak beli file, susun gambar dan buat notes. Believe that my mom suruh buang!!! no way!!! Never!! hargailah setiakawan sungguhpun sekarang dah lost contact. Insyallah jika diizinkan Tuhan, akan dipertemukan jua dengan rakan2 seperjuangan dahulu.

Nostalgia di Aidilfitri

Terkenang semasa kecil, kemeriahan aidilfitri lebih bermakna. Tibanya malam raya, ahli-ahli surau dan masjid kampung berkumpul dan berarak menggunakan kenderaan bertakbir raya di sekeliling kampung. Masa tu, kami (dengan sepupu-sepupu)yang masih kecil menunggu di jendela disaat takbir raya dialunkan dan berlari dari bahagian depan rumah hingga ke dapur melihat perarakan takbir. Lebih meriah lagi semua ahli keluarga adik beradik ayah balik beraya di rumah Nek Mak. Penuh bilik! Kaum adam (kecuali yang masih bayi) tidur di luar bilik. Kami tidur lewat membantu memasak, membuat kuih dan menghias untuk sambutan aidilfitri keesokkan harinya. Terasa hubungan ikatan persaudaraan masa tu amat rapat sekali. Yang paling rindu, main bunga api dan mercun.
Namun kini, semua tinggal kenangan. Sudah lima tahun perarakan Takbir di malam raya tidak berkumandang. Kami sepupu yang ramai ada yang sudah berkahwin dan mempunyai keluarga sendiri, jarang balik bersama untuk memeriahkan lagi suasana aidilfitri. Kita terpaksa terima hakikat bahawa kita berubah setelah dewasa. Bukan apa, kesian dengan sepupu yang msih kecil tidak sempat melihat kemeriahan seperti itu lagi. Hanya mendengar cerita dari kami yang lebih dewasa.
Bila dikenang, kesayuan bersarang dihati. Kerinduan menyambut Aidilfitri tidak lagi semeriah dahulu. Janjiku pada diri sendiri. Selagi kampungku masih kukuh di Kampung Hilir, Sibu.. selagi itu aku akan menyambutnya di situ.

Yea!!Yea!! Esok Raya!!

Finally, we arrived in Sibu at 11.15am. We departed from Kuching exactly 6 am. First time sampai di Sibu dalam masa lebih kurang 5 jam sebabnya bulan nih bulan puasa dan tak perlu berhenti break. Meriah sungguh di hari raya kerana sanak dan saudara berkumpul merayakan hari yang bahagia ini. Tahun nih, my family and family Yak Man balik beraya hari pertama. Seronoknya sebab our youngest cousin dah tak takut org dan sungguh manja. Tapi terkenang kembali zaman kanak-kanak lagi laaa meriah. Semua keluarga balik raya sekali. Nak runtuh rumah dibuatnya. Alhamdulillah Nek Mak masih lagi sihat walaupun sudah mencapai usia 95 tahun. Every year celebrating with her means so much to our family. What i dont really like... well, bunyi mercun. Bila laa depa nih nak bertaubat??? Rasa nak beraya seminggu di Sibu. Tolong my aunties buat kuih. Unfortunately, we have to be back to Kuching pada Hari Raya Ketiga. Esok nak raya, so malam nih nak kena tolong finalize preparation. Baju nak kena gosok. Have to sambung later. Kepada sahabat-sahabatku yang sentiasa menyokong perjuangan hidupku, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI... MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN... TULUS IKHLAS DARIKU NOWRA ASHODA...

Well... so like me... hehehehe!!!!

What Your Handbag Says About You

You tend to be relaxed throughout the day. You are naturally at peace. You tend to be relaxed but alert. You keep your eye out for anything unusual. You are a low maintenance person. You can adapt to a variety of situations. You are practical and down to earth. You tend to be a rather reserved and quiet person. You are a very unique and special person. There's no one else who is anything like you.

What Does Your Handbag Say About You?

Ujian Itu Untukku....

What is happening with me nowadays????!!! Mungkin ditakdirkan kegembiraan hanya sementara, sebagai dugaan... lebih2 lagi di bulan yang penuh keberkatan. I just take it as positive as i can. What happened to me within these two months benar2 menguji ketahanan imanku. Kadang2 aku terkedu, begitu kuat dugaan yang menimpa, namun aku tetap cuba berdiri. Tiada siapa di kanan dan kiriku, melainkan AKU.... tapi entah sampai bila mampu aku bertahan.
Penat lelahku, ada siapa yang tahu?... ada siapa yang menghargai?.... biarlah apa mereka kata.... bukan simpati yang kupinta tapi hanya memahami... biarkan aku dengan ruang damaiku.... biarkan aku jatuh deras... biarkan aku bangun sendiri, dengan luka dan parah... namun seandainya azimat itu gugur tersembam... jangan salahkan ku.... kerana itu lah caraku, belajar dari kesilapan... belajar dari kesusahan...
Hidupku bukan senang, hidupku bukan mewah.... hanya sebagai penyeri alam. Terpulang kepada tangan-tangan itu meghargai. Ceriaku adalah lakonan.... musibahku adalah kenyataan... Terpulang padaku untuk menerimanya, kerana Ujian Itu Untukku.....

Hehehehehe....

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books. You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

My Favorite Actors

Mr. Johnny Depp




Ms. Nicole Kidman

Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears

I just saw both of them on youtube (old Vidz!) and guess what??? I CRIED!!! I like the songs Cry Me A River by JT and Everytime by BS. Like they sang for and meant for each other. They still have the vibe and chemistry in the eyes of their fans. They look sooooo sweet together. Awwww!!!! Don't boo me coz i like them both as I like the way they dances and their songs are catchy. I have the vidz collection of both of them together but i couldn't embedded it here. Some technical error or i still need to set up setting so that i can put the vidz here. So, in the meanwhile, try to find those songs from youtube. Enjoy!!!

That's Me!!! and My Favorite Colour!!!

GREEN

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at QuizMeme.com!

My kind of flower......

I am a Daffodil What Flower Are You?

You have a sunny disposition and are normally one of the first to show up for the party. You don't need too much attention from the host once you get there as you are more than capable of making yourself seen and heard.

MY LOVE... My Heritage

Lama tak tulis dalam blog nih. Rindu la pulak! Well, topik ari nih ... people's first impression of me.
1. Heeee.... first, orang akan kate me sombong.... ayat wajib,"aih, first impression mek nangga kitak lawa, eh". (lawa dalam bahasa Sarawak means Sombong). Hahahaha..... i admit that i am shy, quiet and timid. i guess that's why they thought me sombong. I guess my friends and my colleagues knows me better than my family. It's just i am a very serious person but at the same time i can make spontaneous joke as long it is necessary and appropriate. i feel irritated with stupid and sarcastic jokes.

2. whenever i went for a course, exam, interview, etc... a must question pop up is," U orang malaya/semenanjung ka?" Do i look like one? How can they see the differences??HAHAHAHAHAHA...... I'M HALF SARAWAK - SEMENANJUNG/MALAYA.... mom from Johore, dad from Sarawak. dialect at home - ROJAK. Frankly, i feel proud as what i am. one of the strengths as a half breed, we got to learn other dialects. sometimes, my mom and i talked Northern at home. influence from my mum's mum i guess. u see, my grandma was from Taiping, Perak. i made friends from all over malaysia when i was doing my bachelor degree at UPM. Even my best friends are from Johore and Penang. It is not that when i make friends from other states, i am not a sarawakian. it is just that at that time, there were no sarawakian in my class.

3. people always thought that i am (look) older than my sister. Actually i always think positive considered myself mature and wiser than my sis. You can always ask my family about that *wink* *wink*...
Well folks, that's all about me.... MY LOVE, MY HERITAGE....

Boring Sunday!!! What's Next????

I Hate Mondays!!!... i really don't know what to say. I supposed to study on something but I'm too eager to write this first. My life has been always the boring one. Friends and colleagues would ask me why not going out and have some fun?? Well guys, thanx for your concern but going out with me is a hell of boring one. Too much going out without any intention are costly. My pay cheque is not up to that extend yet. There's a lot of things i have to prepare for my future. I am obsessed with what's going on in the internet right now. Games, movies, youtube... everything!!! I went to http://www.lverose.com/ and i found my wish gift list. Hahahahahah..... get the point??? Everything inside is what i have always wanted.... well a part of it. You see, i am not a happy person.... outside...COOL!!! inside....BLUE.... God knows why.... i don't have to share the reasons with anybody. I'll just wait for a charming knight to rescue me.... when, who, how, why.... only HE knows!!! Patience on waiting for the day though....
Now, enjoy the poetry i had received for the 5th place in English poem recital competition in 1994....

A WET SHEET AND A FLOWING SEA
(Alan Cunningham)

A wet sheet and a flowing sea,

A wind that follows fast,

And fills the white and rustling sail

And bends the gallant mast.

And bends the gallant mast, my boys,

While, like the eagle free,

Away the good ship flies, and leaves

Old England on the lee.

Oh, for a soft and gentle wind,

I heard a fair one cry:

But give to me the snoring breeze

And white waves heaving high.

And white waves heaving high, my lads,

A good ship, tight and free,

The world of waters is our home,

And merry men are we.

There's tempest in yon horned moon,

And lightning in yon cloud;

And hark the music, mariners!

The wind is piping loud.

The wind is piping loud, my boys,

The lightning flashes free;

While the hollow oak our palace is,

Our heritage the sea.

Latest Collection .... My Love, My Book

Here are my latest collection from "Little Black Dress Books" publisher. I am trying to buy one book from each authors ... but my favorite at the moment is Singletini from Amanda Trimble. Cheers and enjoy!!!!

My Love....My Favorite Movie (series actually!)....No.1

First of all... i can't stop talking about my favorite tv movies... ANNE OF GREEN GABLES, ANNE OF GREEN GABLES:THE SEQUELS & ANNE OF GREEN GABLES:THE CONTINUING STORY.... WOW!! What can i say.... since i was in primary school. Everything is about that ANNE... an orphan from Nova Scotia, Canada... adopted by elderly siblings from Prince Edward Island.... Fiction though... but interesting... I am so into that until i printed out the scripts, dowloaded the movies from internet...decorated my office PC wallpaper with characters from that movies. maybe because i like the character of Anne: a dreamer, stubborn, smart, funny.... I like her strong will to become a respectful person at the end of the stories. Her beautiful friendship with Diana, Marilla and Matthew. Her love for Gilbert (well Gilbert also very much in love with her first!).... she didn't know what love is until Gil fell ill with typhoid and she feels like she can never live without him, not at least until she must reveals her true feelings for him. Fortunately for Anne, Gilbert recovered quickly from his illness and they live happily ever after.... here are some avatar i've found....

My Love!!!

GOTCHA!!!!



Salam Semua!!!



Amboi!! Kalau aku letak my love semua nak tau siapa jejaka my love tu.. ye tak? Saje je.... semua benda aku letak My Love. Macam cantik pulak ayat tu. Buku aku..MY LOVE.... kereta aku.... MY LOVE.... my family.... LAGI LA MY LOVE ETERNITY!!!! heheheeh....

Meh laaa aku citer pasal hobi aku. MY LOVE...MY BOOKS!!! Aku nih minat sangat laaa membaca. memang dari kecik. Ayah aku selalu bawak pergi kedai buku atau state library (lama) sebab nak galakkan kami adik beradik suka membaca. Sampai la ni aku minat sangat buku. Tapi satu je laaa.... aku suka buku dalam BI. Aku bukan anti novel BM tapi rata2nya cerita yang sama dan dapat agak ape ending nya. tapi buku pertama yang aku jadikan koleksi ialah.. "Tidurlah Intan". Tak ingat pulak sampai siri berapa. tapi yang pastinya aku dengan rela hati dan ikhlas telah mendermakan buku2 tersebut ke Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah. Kakak aku suka kumpul buku siri penyiasatan. Yang tu masih lagi kat umah. Kakak aku tak nak buang. Bagi aku kalau bab ilmu aku suka sedekah je.



Sekarang aku suka kumpul buku bahasa Inggeris. Takde pulak rasanya buku aku dalam BM. Bab BM aku serahkan kat kakak aku. Yang pastinya aku ade koleksi buku Fear Street, Harry Potter, Anne of Green Gables, English Lit, dan yang paling latest aku tengah kumpul buku2 keluaran A Little Black Dress Book. Koleksi Fear Street (nukilan R.L. Stine) lama dah tak beli sebab dah takde dalam pasaran. Koleksi tulisan L.M. Montgomery pun susah nak cari cos kurang dalam pasaran. Koleksi nukilan hebat J.K. Rowling tinggal buku Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows je yang belum beli sebab belum keluar yang paperback. Nak beli yang hardcover mahal sangat.

So kalau korang tau mana nak cari lagi buku2 yang aku sebutkan kat atas tu, tolong khabarkan berita kat kite ye.... sebab nak lengkapkan koleksi.



Oklah... ade masa sambung lagi. Nanti nak sambung MY LOVE yang lain pulak.

Q-XPLORERACE 2008!!

Salam semua!!!

Sedar tak sedar dah seminggu tak ziarah blog nih. Bukan ape...bz memanjang ngan kerja. Patutlaaa aku tak kawen2 lagi , cik kiah oiiiii!!!!

Semalam (dari hari aku tulis blog nih), myself, and 3 of my collegues join Q-Xplorerace 2008 yang dijemput (wah!!! jemputan khas gitu!) oleh MPC. Berchenta jugak laaaa nak pergi. Maklumlah, bulan nih cuti sabtu aku semua burn gara2 ade aktiviti rasmi. tak puas rehat. sakit lagi ade. aku sampai kat Padang Merdeka jam 6:45pagi. tengok kat area padang tu merah je.... semua pakai t-shirt dan topi yang sama. musykil jugak aku... alamak!!! depa dah rancang ke nak pakai baju ape. Dahlaaa hari jumaat tu sorang pun tak turun dengar briefing kat MPC. Gara-gara seorang ahli pasukan tu yang ditugaskan untuk mendengar taklimat tak turun, maka dengan resminya beliau disingkirkan dari pasukan. (Tu leee.... kena kat salah orang laaa beb!!!!) Nasib ade bidan terjun jadi pengganti untuk cukupkan ahli. Respect aku kat ko, NYAH!!!! KELESSSSS!!!!!

Kat atas padang berjumpa pulak ngan ahli2 kumpulan aku yang terdiri daripada Kak Sandra, Chris ngan Nyah. oooopsss "Nita"!!! hehehe.. lepas daftar kena tukar baju t-shirt merah menyala, topi merah menyala dan nombor pasukan. Aku tabik spring ngan MPC... cara anjuran tu memang PRO... kalau ade game camtu lagi jangan lupa jemput kitorang lagi ye!!!! Sarapan pagi ngan tengahari disediakan. lepas sarapan, aktiviti dimulakan dengan chicken dance. aku tak lalu nak menari oiii.... tangan penuh ngan kertas, tak dan nak mengepak. tapi memang cute laaa dance tu. Lain kali janji tak malu-malu lagi. tepat jam 8.30 pagi, kitorang dilepaskan mencari klu berdasarkan tulip yang diberi. Soalan mencabar. tapi aku sebenarnya dah tau selok belok mainan ni sebab ayah aku dah selalu jadi penganjur dan peserta. so pengalaman dia laaa yang aku pakai. heheeheh.... tapi bagi team aku, tak menang takpe janji enjoy. Nasib hari tak panas. tapi letih berjalan. naik bukit turun bukit. akhirnya tepat jam 10:25 pagi kitorang sampai ke garisan penamat. Punyalah letih sampai nak duduk kemain sakit lagi. Dah laaa aku nih ade masalah sakit tulang belakang. berasa siot!! hari nih, kaki aku sakit giler. susah je rasa nak jalan. tapi aku dah biasa sakit2 nih. sungguhpun kitorang tak menang ape2 tapi puas hati sebab dapat menyudahkan perjalanan cari harta karun. hilang penat sebab kitorang SEMEMANGNYA ENJOYYYYY!!!!!!

Me, Myself and I

Hi again!!! today is Saturday and i just got home from work. Quite hectic but interesting. talking about a job, i really need something that is more challenging, in control and professional. well, i love to work with professional people. people always see me as a serious person. try to make friend with me, then you'll know. i'm quite secretive and quiet. and i like peaceful environment. I DON'T Like people who don't know the word RESPECT. RESPECT PEOPLE AND THEMSELVES... Be a good person, respect your neighbour. Insan yang tidak menghormati orang lain akan sentiasa hidup kesusahan. Percayalah!!!

What a Life!!

My favourite quote is " Love is like a beautiful butterfly, hold it tight it dies, hold it loose it flies away. Appreciate love when it comes to you". What do you think? Dalam sesuatu perhubungan itu, yang penting chemistry mesti ada. I do believe in love tapi tak salah seandainya mengambil masa yang lama demi mencapai kebahagian itu. Kita berpasangan dan diakhiri dengan ikatan pernikahan adalah untuk selamanya. Tidak ada manusia di sunia ini dilahirkan sempurna. Perhubungan yang indah itu mesti ada kontrasnya. Tidak semestinya seiringan dan sama. Yang penting adalah KEIKHLASAN dan KEPERCAYAAN terhadap pasangan masing-masing. Cahaya kebahagian nan sentiasa menerangi seandainya kesabaran mengisi jiwa.

My Love...

Setiap orang mempunyai hobi yang pelbagai. But for me, I like collecting things such as bookmark, script from my favorite movies, download favorite movies which they are hard to find here.... well, sampaikan i file everything from my car loan bank deposit receipt, to that extend from the day one i booked and purchase my car. I like to be organized. I live with my dreams in me. Salah satunya mempunyai rumah sendiri yang mempunyai bilik bacaan (house library) dan bilik solat. Tak salah bermimpi, kan. Mimpi juga salah satu perkara postif asalkan bukan angan2 mat jenin.



i wish one day when i have my dream home so that i can "paint" my home right. teratur dan tersusun. Malay tradisional with a little bit of English cottage essence. Wow!!! Well, let it be my target of life...

GTG, my work is waiting for me... adios

My ShAdOw...

The Middle Child

The middle child has many of the characteristics of the second child but is often plagued by feelings of parental neglect, inadequacy and inferiority. Middle children tend to crave demonstrations of affection, a sign of insecurity. They often have difficulty defining a personality for themselves in relationship to the other siblings that will give them the attention and affection they need.
It is difficult for the middle child to establish a strong power base in the family. They tend to feel they are not loved as much and can never be better than their other siblings at any thing they try. Many middle children in their "striving for superiority" do find a unique way to become "center stage" at times and develop unique talents. Often however they still do not feel as important or valued as their other siblings.

Well, terpulang pada sesiapa yang mempercayainya. Bagiku, semuanya satu suratan dan kebetulan. Terima kasih buat sahabat-sahabatku yang memahami diri ini. Hanya Allah SWT yang dapat membalas budi baik kalian. Kepada sesiapa yang tidak sudi mengenaliku, terima kasih... sepintas perkenalan kita mungkin ada hikmah disebalik perpisahan itu.